Wednesday, November 11, 2015
What it's really like
After my last post, I spent a lot of time trying to figure out what I want this blog to be nowadays.
If it was truly just for me; then no one would be able to read it.
It is for me.
It's also for you.
What's been missing? The broken record post, really got me thinking. I *do* sound like a broken record. Yet, my life is anything but the same races, same training, same day to day.
It's really easy to write about those awesome workouts where I feel invincible. It's also easy to write about the races that didn't go the way I thought they would.
What's missing is all the inbetween stuff. The every day stuff is missing. Between fantastic workouts & races, there's a lot of life stuff that takes place.
Some days, I'm confident. Some days, I'm not. Some days, I fuel perfectly. Some days, I have to make a rescue call in the middle of a long run. Some days, I have to negotiate a training and work schedule. Some days, I'm making an emergency drive to have lunch with JMan or Googs. Some days, I feel strong. Some days, I wish I had an easier hobby.
I feel like I haven't been honest in who I am. It hasn't been intentional. I don't believe I've ever painted a picture of myself that is different than who I am. I've never hidden my paces or race times.
I want to write more of "what am I really thinking"; not just, "what's a good read?"
Don't worry. There will be plenty of self deprecating humor and ridiculousness, but there'll be other stuff too.
Hopefully, you faithful reader(s) won't might some of the changes.